you are all i need.

2011-05-28T09:21:00.001-07:00

HAHAHA. STUMBLED UPON THIS. AND I REALLY WANNA DO IT.

30 DAY LETTER CHALLENGE!

DAY 1 : YOUR BEST FRIEND

HMMM. I SHALL POST THAT TOMORROW!

SO AHEMM, PONY, IF YOU'RE SEEING THIS NOW,

YOU BETTER BE TOUCHED! AND ANTICIPATE THE NEXT ENTRY HAHAHA.

>)

and when i lose myself, i think of you.

2011-05-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

-sighh-

i know it's depressing to start a new entry like that, but seriously.
i don't even know what i want anymore.
they say that if you like 2 guys at the same time, give up on the first one. because if you really loved him, you wouldn't like the second one.
this makes a hell lot of sense. but point now is,
i have no idea if i like him ):

i used to just think that he is really cute and nice. that's it.
and now too, i guess.
but when i heard you were leaving, i was like stunned. really stunned.
then i felt numb for the rest of the afternoon.
all i could think of was 'please don't go'. then i prayed so damn hard.
but i seems like you really DO have to go.
the worst part of this is that i feel the pain thinking that you have to go.
and it hurts badly.
does that mean i like you subconciously??
i have no freaking idea.

but if it does, i'm pretty sure i still like you.
it's been 2 months and 19 days.
i still miss you. i still long to see you. i still wanna hug you tight and never let go.

i really don't know. i feel reallyreally confused.
somebody please save me from all this.

LALALA. FORMAL INTRODUCTORY POST.

2011-05-28T08:33:00.001-07:00

(:

it's been like, 25 years since i last posted something on blogger. or even used it.
my blogskin sucks too but i'm too lazy to change it heh :p
basically, this blog's existence is due to the fact that my poor aching hands are tired of writing in a diary.
i mean, isn't this typing much easier and faster?

HAHAHAHA.
so yeaps this is like, a formal introductory post to officially announce the birth of a new blog!
-crowd cheers-
hmmm. yepps so i shall just start posting my next diary entry in here!